Mother/Murder

Jennifer Shelby

MOTHER/MURDER

by Jennifer Shelby

                My child is three and cannot pronounce mother
                she calls me Murder instead—
                a life cut short by violence,
                a flock of crows invading the sky

                              I choose the crows,
                                                          caw into the darkness
                              I choose the sky,
                                             wings spread like shadows in the night
                             sister to the clouds
                             companion of crescent moons
                             a queen of cobwebs on a graveyard throne
Mother to this earthbound babe
                                             she smiles at me with all the magic of her age
                                             I leave the clouds, the cobwebs, and my throne, 
                             To gather her inside my wings
                Her sticky hands straighten my crow-queen crown, 
A jumble of mushrooms, twigs, and half-wrought crystals
“I love you, Murder,” she whispers into my feathers
                                                                                   and together
                                                                                                                  we fly

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JENNIFER SHELBY (she/her) hunts for poems and stories in the beetled undergrowth of fairy-infested forests. She fishes for them in the dark space between stars. While her stories have appeared in many fine places as part of her ongoing catch-and-release program, "Mother/Murder" is her first poetry publication.

Mother/Murder can be found in Augur Magazine Issue 5.2.